I love people. I love seeing them experience a breakthrough. I love seeing them live victoriously. I love laughing with them and rejoicing with them in the blessings and milestones of life.

But I also hurt for the pain they endure. And the pain they put themselves through. And the pain they cause other people to experience. I also hurt because of the pain they have caused me and those I love.

But I can’t quit. God won’t let me. And I have a fire inside of me that simply consumes and compels me. No matter the pain, I can’t stop. Even when the joy of ministry seems like it is fleeting or fleeing, even then I still have to love people, listen to people, pray for people, and tell people the good news of Jesus.

I pray that some things will get easier. I pray that I don’t get in the way of the work God wants to do. I pray that I am not the one causing another pain, but that instead I am the cause of their joy in the Lord.

I pray that I will be faithful and that God will be honored and that many people will be eternally impacted by my pitiful efforts.

There is deep joy and sometimes ongoing pain, but ultimately I don’t pastor for any temporary joy or temporary pain-relief here on earth but for the eternal glory of God and eternal blessings for all who will call on His name.

May God help us to faithfully press on through it all. Eternal joy is coming to all who will stand firm to the end!

Is your life full of peace? Is everything calm and full of tranquility?

My life seems to have moments of this but unfortunately it seems like those moments are often few and far between. The chaos and tumult and craziness that are ever present around me seem to always threaten to consume me and steal my joy and peace. My thought life and emotions seem to swirl, explode and implode on any modicum of peace that I might’ve once had.

Is there something we can do that will create a culture and atmosphere of peace in the midst of our lives, regardless of what is going on around?

I believe the answer to this is yes, and these are some things I contend will make possible a life of peace:

• Try to do less in a given period of time.
• Make sure that whatever you do, you find enjoyment in it,
• even as you also slow down enough to do it with excellence.
• Make sure to intentionally stand back and admire what God has done for you and even through your efforts
• and then give thanks to God for His gifts which enabled you to work, produce, and accomplish.

These are practical, life application steps for peace. Let me give you some things that we should be practicing in the the deep, spiritual places of our lives in order to walk with peace:

• Remember that Jesus is the Prince of peace, when you walk with Him you walk with peace
• When we give our concerns to God, with thanksgiving, the Bible reminds us that the peace of God that transcends all understanding will guard our hearts and minds in Christ Jesus
• We must hold firmly to the promises of God which declare, over and over, in various ways: “God will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfastly fixed on Him”
• When we receive the salvation and the freedom that comes from forgiveness in Christ and walk according to His ways and refuse to worry about the world’s ways, abounding peace begins to well up within our very souls

I have given you some practical and some spiritual ways to pursue peace. Let us come to realize that above all we must walk in a right relationship with God Almighty, through the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. This and only this will ensure that any wall of separation that has kept us at a distance from Him, will be removed, and the peace of knowing He is our Savior, Lord and Sustainer will be imparted as a peace that no person can take away from us!

Sometimes I think to myself: “well, I may not have succeeded in what I hoped to, but I will just hold on until I can retire and it will be what it will be”

This resignation is not usually a good thing when it comes to ministers dealing with their disappointments and disillusionment in ministry.

I think though, that I am not alone in these thoughts.

I went into ministry with high hopes, lofty dreams, positivity and a desire to save the world! It didn’t take long for a hard case of reality to hit me as I dealt with broken people, carnal Christians, divided churches and unrealistic expectations.

But somewhere along the way, God also started working in my heart and mind to show we what really mattered. I am a long way from where I believe God is ultimately bringing me but so far this is what He has been revealing to me (and in / through these things, I have hope):

• The opportunity to talk with people about the salvation Jesus offers is exhilarating, fulfilling and a primary reason I entered ministry
• When people come under conviction, have an “aha” moment, confess/repent/release and finally receive the saving and sanctifying grace of Jesus, that makes every other moment of suffering worth it
• If everything had gone according to my immature (and often worldly) hopes and dreams, the ministries would have been weak (at best) and my heart would have been shallow
• Through the pain of suffering, failure, rejection, slander/gossip, and unmet hopes/dreams/expectations God has helped me to look deeper, cry out more and cling more desperately to His promises
• Because I still have yet to see all that God has done (or is doing) in the places I have served, I have yet to be able to fully celebrate what God has accomplished through my meager (and often misguided) efforts. But, I will cling to the belief that God is making something beautiful, in His timing, from the ashes, and somehow He has used even my weakness and lack, to show forth His strength and provision to impact far more people than I even know

So, if you also know the bitter taste of ministry, I hope and pray you will also take the time to patiently savor the goodness and sweetness of God who is working in spite of all the stuff and one day will present, holy and blameless and without spot or wrinkle, you, me and even those crazy, wonderful, maddening people we have been trying to shepherd.

Steps in the dark
Steps into the unknown
Which direction? What dangers? What will happen?

But I walk by faith
Knowing You are my guide, my companion, my defender

Uncertainty, but also possibility
The unknown, but hand-in-hand with the One I know

So I walk by faith
Believing you can see what is ahead
Trusting you are leading me to a good and spacious land

The journey is long
I sometimes get weary

But I walk by faith
Believing great days are ahead
Looking for the beauty and blessing in each step

As I sink into Your embrace
And relax in the assurance of Your words and Your presence

May I walk by faith
Not in fear, but in joyful anticipation
And the peace of knowing that all will be well

Comfort my people, says the Lord (Isaiah 40:1)

He desires to comfort us
He longs and yearns and reaches out to comfort us

His name is “Comforter”

He knows we are hurting
He knows we are wind and wave tossed

His comfort is perfect
His comfort can soothe
His comfort can heal and make whole

We want all pain and discomfort removed
That day is coming
It’s not that far off
For all who believe and receive

May we draw near
May we meditate on His holy Word
May we fix our minds on His glory
May we fix our eyes on His beautiful majesty

Let us reject earthly comforts
Let us reject fake soothing and temporary balms

Instead, oh Lord, comfort our souls
Deep within
By your calming, soothing, restoring presence

Comfort my soul, O My Lord!

So many things to do
But not for glory and not for gain

So many opportunities
So many demands

But may I work for Your glory Lord
May I serve for Your honor

May what I do be an offering

What do I have to offer?

Certainly, You don’t need my ‘wisdom’
I have no riches that you do not have
What is my creativity compared to Yours?

But I can offer my heart
Wholehearted service
That all I do may be for You

Not slacking, not procrastinating
Not half-way, not half-hearted

But with complete abandon
Doing it all
For your glory, by Your Spirit

Help me Lord, make my work
An offering of praise

Far too often I worry about what I can do for God
or what I need Him to do for me.

Far too often I think about how hard life is
or how unfair that Christian should have to endure so much.

Far too often I try to demonstrate my worth thru work
and ‘take care’ of my problems with striving.

I strive but do not rest. I strive but do not enjoy
the simple beauty and love of the Lord.

But when I stop and think on the Lord:
All that He has said and all that He has done.
I am amazed. I rejoice.

Striving strips my soul bare,
leaves me empty and dry.
Resting and trusting and especially gazing on His beauty…

…replaces my fear with faith
and brings contentment and joy to my soul.
O how I love the Lord God Almighty.
In You Lord I rejoice!

“Choose you this day whom you will serve”

Many Christians are familiar with this Scripture verse. But we may not spend as much time here as we need to.

In choosing whom we will serve (The Lord or something/someone else) we are choosing how we are going to spend our time, money and energy. We are choosing what we are going to think about and talk about and invest in. We are choosing what type of an attitude we will have and what will be a priority in our lives.

If God is number 1 in our lives then that means we will do the things He does, talk about the things He talks about and invest in the things that He invests in. If we choose God, then that also means we are choosing to say no to a million other things.

If we choose God, then we also choose what is important to Him. We choose the church, the bride of Christ, the body of believers. If we choose God, then we choose prayer, the Word, worship, service. If we choose God we choose to stop running after the things of the world.

Choosing is hard. It comes with beautiful and painful consequences. Who are you going to serve? And if you say it are you really going to do it?

God has given to us the gift of life. He created us and offers to us so many wonderful and beautiful gifts.

Here is just a partial list of the truly countless gifts God has given:

1. Relationships
2. Senses (taste, smell, touch, hear)
3. Emotions (joy, peace, love)
4. Creation
5. Experiences

And on top of this, we were created in His likeness and image, which means we have been given the capacity to create and relate and love.

What God has created is beautiful and the gifts He has given are astounding!

And yet, far too often we find ourselves moaning and complaining while missing the very gifts of beauty and goodness that He has prepared for us.

May we stop today, take a look at all that God has given and continues to offer to those He loves (all of us!!). Then let us thankfully and humbly draw near to Him, receive from Him and walk with Him, entering into His joy and happiness!

Dear pastor,

Will anything ever get better at your church? Will you ever see more attendees, more volunteers and sufficient income? Is the church always going to face declining numbers, passion and interest?

I know, these questions seem blunt and perhaps a bit pessimistic, but reality is that many pastors have considered these questions (maybe many different times) with an uncertainty about what is next.

You and I are the heralds of hope. We remind people EVERY SINGLE TIME, that God is bigger, stronger, wiser, holier, more faithful than anything and everyone else. We remind people EVERY SINGLE TIME, that there is always hope and that God is willing and able to change them and their families. We remind them that God even sometimes changes their circumstances and is capable of changing entire churches, cities and nations.

Yet at times we wonder if we have spoken prematurely, or that perhaps God isn’t working and doing the same miracles today as He has in the past. Sometimes we are tempted to believe that the only churches that are growing are the ones who are “stealing sheep” or entertaining people or watering down the message.

But the reality is that God is moving around the world, RIGHT NOW, and people are being saved and baptized, lives and families are being changed. Furthermore, we know that RIGHT NOW churches are being revived and new churches planted and some communities, cities and nations are seeing the hand of God at work in their midst.

So why not in your church? Why not in your town? What is being done wrong? What is not being done that should be?

The answer is that we don’t know. But God does. We don’t know if it is lack of faith, or outright disobedience and defiance. We don’t know if perhaps God is building our character and patience and perseverance. We don’t know if God is arranging all the pieces of the puzzle until we finally see it come together. We don’t know if people have given up too soon, or if the devil is winning certain battles. We might not even know the areas of victory and the miracles and the stories of transformation that are taking place in our churches and towns. There is a mystery that often shrouds the kingdom work we are part of. 

But this I know (and you do too, if you are honest with yourself): God is still on the throne. God is the One who has called and is equipping and sourcing those who will abide in Him. If you and I will trust and obey Him in all things, He will indeed work things out for His glory and our good. If we persevere, not losing hope, not backing down, not giving up, not compromising…God will do a divine work that has eternal reward.

This doesn’t mean that our ministry will all of a sudden grow numerically. Or that we will see record baptisms or amazing new, creative ministries. What it means is that God will be lifted up and in His own way and time, He will draw people unto Himself.

I want to pastor a church where hundreds, thousands and tens of thousands of people are saved, sanctified and mobilized. (Not that I want to pastor a mega-church) But I am reminded that I am indeed already part of just such a church: the church of Jesus Christ. But alas, I may not pastor a local group that sees exponential growth and effectiveness. 

I will certainly work zealously to be both faithful and fruitful. But may we also remember that we can plant and water, but God gives the growth.

I would love to tell you that if you persevere you will see droves of new people saved, baptized, engaged and serving in your local parish. That may or may not be the case. But if you persevere, there will be an eternal harvest and God will be glorified. Let us keep our eyes fixed above and let us cling to the promises that God will save and sanctify. Let us be joyful and hopeful and faithful. Let us work hard and seek to learn and grow personally and be creative. But at the end of the day, let us keep trusting God who gives the increase.